I get up early in the morning and running gets to be my little secret.
No one is awake yet as I trot along completely darkened neighborhoods.
Dew still bubbles from the blades of grass leaving freshness in the air that won't last after sunrise. Only the birds know I am there and it is my little piece of heaven. After a difficult effort, I celebrate silently. I didn't push myself for a medal or prize. I wanted to see if it could be done. I glance at my Garmin and smile at a new success. It is mine.
Throughout my day, no one knows my calves pinch slightly as I step. Moms at the park don't realize I burned an entire day's worth of calories before most of the city awoke. When I take the steps one at a time as I follow my boys up the stairs of a slide, people glance, thinking I'm lazy. Nope, just sore.
Each snack and meal throughout my day gets to be a well planned treat, healing my muscles from today's efforts and preparing it for tomorrow. I indulge the flavors of my food privately as others don't understand how good it tastes at that very moment.
Yesterday, I didn't know I could go this far or fast. I didn't know I could feel so energized after working so hard. Tomorrow, I'll push a little more. And again, those simple triumphs will remain my secret.
~Roadburner
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