Soggy weather or not, I found heaven. This morning I shed the glances from other moms at the carpool drop off at my boys' school. I wore 3 layers on top and bike shorts on the bottom. I'm sure they were thinking, "That lady is nuts!" But a little rain never stopped my running. Who cares if traveling at 18 mph forces the water droplets to pelt my face and leave a constant stream of water running down my glasses? The roads were empty and the animals were out en force.
Those are vultures. |
Several deer hunkered down in the woods, enjoying the peace, standing erect and proud like statues.
For once I wasn't rushed. I didn't feel like I had anywhere to be or a speed to conquer. Because of the quiet, my competitive spirit slept, finally leaving me to enjoy the ride. I stopped often, watching the herons, vultures, deer, bunnies, and song birds. My mind drifted and I had some time to process the news from last week. My life is complete. I can do everything except run, and while there may always be a hole begging to be filled, I am not in any hurry to undergo another surgery. This decision needs more time. I'm not giving up on running, just taking a planned break; and this time it will be my choice.
FYI clipless shoes aren't ideal for hiking. |
Meet BlueBelle. Today, I christened my road bike as a cyclocross bike. She took it like a champ! |
For one full year I have done physical therapy every single week. I've been in constant rehabilitation mode and not had the opportunity to enjoy activities. Throughout the healing process I kept telling myself, "When I get back out there, I won't take it for granted." By constantly wanting to run, I'm taking what I can do for granted. I've worked hard to get to this point. Last year I couldn't ride a bike or sit in a car for any period of time as the pain was unbearable. I have my life back and I want to enjoy this summer filled with cycling, mountain biking, hiking, camping, Pilates, and swimming. Surgeries come with risk and rehabilitation, no matter what a surgeon says. They don't have to live with the consequences of their words. I do. For now, I am going to make my own adventures and ride on, rain or shine.
~Roadburner
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